first of all, zhuang totally made those who didnt do finish the workbk stay back. till fucking four thirty, damnit.
thn the whole day i was so spacing out ?
like i kept thinking so much.
thn i realized alot of thgs, like they sudd came to me
and i got so fucking frustrated and confused.
RAHH, i hate waiting for nth.
i think i shld give up, its pointless to continue.
but i dont like giving up, esp after all this time ive given.
its like tht cheng yu, ive gone so far tht giving up seems like sucha waste but i rlly cant go on anymore.
thn i saw smt, or not rather, tht made me feel worse.
UHH, i so fucking feel like screaming now.
like rlly, all i want now is a soundproof room to scream in.
oh my, im totally ranting, i wanta go on and on, but i shld stop.
ohwell, the day's ending. tmr we'll see, shall we ?